I feel lost

I feel lost

I didn’t know I was lonely until I stopped talking to everyone.

Not in a dramatic, cut-the-world-off way. Just slowly, one unread message at a time. One “I’ll reply later” that turned into never. One weekend plan skipped. One birthday forgotten.

And then silence.

It felt peaceful, at first. Like I was reclaiming space. But a few weeks in, the silence started echoing back at me. I’d open Instagram just to see if someone still cared. I’d re-read old texts like they were proof I once mattered.

I told myself I was just tired.

But last night, I heard a stranger laugh—really laugh—on a café terrace as I walked by. And something cracked open. I missed that sound. I missed being part of it.

I missed being missed.

I don’t even know who I’m writing this for. I just needed to say it somewhere. To admit it.

Maybe that’s a start.

– Samriti Sharma

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